it's complicated???!!! perpostrous!!!

Aku bukan apa, saja je petang-petang sambil nak tunggu balik nak berbuka puasa ni, terjumpa pulak fb someone ni..i know this person well, dia dari umur 4 tahun kot dah berangan nak kahwin..kitorang dulu agak rapat la, tapi sebab ideologi aku ni berbeza sikit so aku jauhkan la sikit diri aku daripada dia. Aku hairan sebab dia terlalu excited bila dapat hadiah daripada special someone dia, tapi status dia kat fb, yang dulunya engaged(tak rasmi) sekarang jadi it's complicated. Aku bukan nak cakap apa, cuma aku tak faham, apa yang complicatednya?? She said, mungkin that person shy, or dia perlu fokus study, career..bla..bla...me?? I said, pish,pash...whatever..kalau kita dah betul-betul suka kat orang, kita akan cakap ke, "hey, I like you very much..but emm..it's complicated..." Yeah, whatever!! It's complicated tak ada la dalam kamus relationship..I mean real one..kata-kata it's complicated adalah untuk orang yang pengecut nak admit his true feelings, and afraid on taking chances on love..cewah..hahaha..o well, itu pendapat aku..and kalau dah tahu nak fokus study, career ke whatsoever, tak payahlah dok merenyih-renyih..nak berfeeling-feeling kan..hahaha..and lagi satu, yang famous sangat kat fb, about a boy yang cakap "u never crossed my mind because you ALWAYS on my mind and blah..blah..blah..." aku rasa benda tu cheesy, corny and soooo totally yesterday..dah lapuk dek zaman dah..the rule is simple, (haha..berangan nak jadi Barney Stinson plak) if the guy really, really, really likes you.. He himself would do anything A REAL MAN would do..confess,profess, and protect..ayat-ayat dialog filem 90 an dah tak laku dah.. pada aku la.. a guy is romantic when he's pure honest. and sweet. that's cute..huhuhu..macam Nick Stokes (CSI Vegas) and Horatio Caine (CSI Miami), both of them serious, charismatic tapi tetap sweet kan...;p
Setakat bagi mesej lovey-dovey (kononnya) dah tak berkesan dah..hahaha,...and yet, i'm not saying money is everything.. kalau rumah besar, poket tebal, kereta mewah berderet, doesn't mean he's a great guy.. physically sweet, mentally hebat, berilmu spiritually, barula hebat..and of course, berbudi bahasa.. by the way, i am always in a relationship..with my life la..hahaha..

P/S : Aku baru tau Nick Stokes (George Eads) baru kahwin tahun lepas...huhu~~~ he's the cutest CSI ever..