assalamualaikum.
okay.. baru nak masuk dua minggu cuti tapi aku rasa macam dah dua tahun. haha.exaggerating. even though ada banyak kerja yang aku buat, tapi semuanya tak mentally and emotionally challenged. cewah. yela kan, kalau kat kolej, everyday we learn new things, that mentally challenged. then, everyday kita kena menghadap muka orang-orang yang agak menyakitkan hati. tak ke emotionally challenged tu? huhu. masa cuti ni, tak ada siapa yang boleh buat aku mentally challenged. maybe abang aku jela kot. sometimes. buat aku rasa nak lempang je muka dia tu. kalau dia adik aku. tapi nak buat macam mana, dia abang. haha.anyway, aku tak ada pun rindu kat kawan-kawan kolej. haha, jujur sungguh. yela, baru cuti dua minggu. lagipun, mereka tak rindu aku pun kan. tau dah. aku rindu roomate aku je, anne tu. sebab she's the only friend i have. and that's enough. ramai-ramai pun buat apa kan, bukan aku nak suruh mereka semua tu join MLM..
masa cuti ni pun aku rasa malas nak ber sms dan topup. kalau mesej pun, guna salamfone. dahla sim dapat free, mesej pun free. kadang-kadang, malas langsung nak mesej. sorry, it's my time to spend this break with family, so buzz off. okay,fine. even kau busy during office hour, doesn't mean kau boleh expect aku mesej or pick up your call at night. sorry, i need my beauty sleep. it helps me maintaining my cuteness. huhu. ala, small thing je kan. there will always be other time. anyhuu, aku bukan nak cerita sangat pasal semua ni, tapi dah alang-alang update, bebel la sikit. sikit je. tak banyak.
okay, dalam usaha aku membunuh masa, (killing time) aku site seeing and terjumpa site ni. about numerology. ala, yang dulu orang suka sangat chekidaut (bak kata Sep) kat facebook.dulu yang aku tahu, life path number je, which is 6 sebab aku kan lahir 2 march 1990. but then, ada lagi dua iaitu expression number and soul urge... amboiiii....
so, bila my life path number is 6, analysis nya,
“As you are so self-sacrificing you are also in danger of working
yourself to the point of exhaustion. One of your life path lessons is to
remember to care for yourself as much as you care for others....”
You have a deep love and concern
for your fellow humans and are at your happiest when you feel yourself to be in
the service of others. You are a supportive and self-sacrificing and a friend
to all. You intuitively know how to cheer or heal others who are in a crisis.
You also have a swift, analytical mind, dexterity and a lot more faith and
courage than is often demonstrated by the other numbers. For this reason, many of
you end up being doctors, nurses, fire-fighters, policeman, politicians,
lawyers, crisis line workers, counselors and any occupation that involves
empathy, skill or bravery.
Your life path is often filled
with responsibility, but the difference between you and other people is that
you are happy to take it on. You are a sympathetic and kind person and skilled
in the arts of diplomacy and leadership. Many of you are born with an innate
wisdom about what others need to survive and thrive. You easily earn the
devotion and respect of others and are destined to become a pillar of your
community. Like most sixes, you probably
were some kind of child prodigy in one subject area. You probably seemed to be
wise beyond your years and may have accelerated grades or entered university
early. Furthering your education is likely to be a theme that is important to
you your entire life. This is because your brilliant mind is always looking for
ways to enhance the quality of your life. Another mark of the number 6
child is that he or she tends to connect very well with adults and have full,
intelligent conversations even at a very young age.
You often marry early and the
cornerstones of your life are family, religion, philanthropy and compassion. Your relationship with your partner is often destined to be a permanent loving
one that survives all obstacles. You may also have an extraordinary talent for
dealing with children, teens and the elderly. You have very few flaws, but one
of them might be a tendency to meddle in or fix other people's lives. Also your
willingness to excel to please high-ups may look like brown nosing to others.
As you are often very successful compared to others, you might also experience
a lot of jealousy and envy from those who just don't see how good-hearted you
really are.
As you are so self-sacrificing
you are also in danger of working yourself to the point of exhaustion. One of
your life path lessons is to remember to care for yourself as much as you care
for others. Another one of your life challenges
is to make sure that you don't take on more than you can chew as this might
force you to break promises that you would rather keep. You are a soft touch,
so you are also at the risk of being taking advantage by individuals who might
see your kindness as the mark of a fool. However your traditional approach to
life along with it's ethics and moral values usually serves you well.
Being one of the most domestic
numbers, your family and extended family is probably the center of your life.
You are very realistic in your approach to money and career and often have the
intelligence and foresight to build a small fortune. This financial savvy is
good because number six's tend to have large broods or spend many years of
their life supporting parents or other relatives.
*perrrrrgghhh (bak kata fikri) panjang gila kan. cewah, tak sangka i am a kind person. ceh. ingat jahat. yang paling tak tahan, often marry early?? but in my case, it would be seldom. haha. tapi overall, betul la kot, cewah *blushing*. ala, even the negative side of it pun aku accept. fair la kan?
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okay, sekarang expression number plak. expression number aku 8. ada la calculation nya.
“Romantically you believe that
your lover deserves only the best. Part of the expression of your devotion
often includes lavishing your loved ones with gifts and luxuries....”
The optimum result of your life
expression is the accumulation of wealth. Just because you are materialistic
does not mean you are not spiritual, however. Many number eights believe that
the wealth that they create in their lives is an expression of their soul's
ability to circulate good energy in their life. You are all about the exchange of
energy and it is individuals like you that keep life in motion on earth. You
have the ability to build relationships and social structures as well as
connect significant individuals with each other. You are also a mover and a
shaker that knows how to create opportunity in the midst of chaos. Nothing
stops your will to get what you want and very few of you experience real
failure. This is because your deep capacity for analysis and natural foresight
often prevent you from making mistakes in the first place.
You may be materialistic but you
are not greedy. You are more than willing to share your wealth with those you
love and often your motivation for getting rich is to give them the best future
possible. You are also a fantastic boss and
leader. Your natural knack for inspiring and motivating others will probably
change many lives for the better during your time here on earth. In fact,
seeing others thriving as the result of your actions is one of your greatest
personal rewards. You normally express yourself in
a very polite, civil and courteous manner. If you feel an intense emotion like
jealousy you don't tend to show it. You tend to hold your cards close to your
chest to keep others in suspense as to what your next move might be. Your unpredictability
often gives you the upper hand in business but it often frustrates loved ones
who sometimes feel you do not communicate with them enough.
In general, you make an excellent
spouse and parent. You are responsible, affectionate and wise. Your honesty and
trustworthiness often makes you a pillar in your community. One often finds the
typical number eight participating on boards and in organizations serve or
shape the future of a community. Your advice is always appreciated and you
excel at giving constructive criticism. For this reason you make an excellent
teacher, builder, retailer or politician.Romantically you believe that
your lover deserves only the best. Part of the expression of your devotion
often includes lavishing your loved ones with gifts and luxuries. You love
grand sweeping gestures such as sweeping your spouse away for a romantic
weekend or surprising them with a large present.
You have good, but expensive
tastes in cars, furnishings and clothing. You are very well groomed and would
not think of leaving the house for two seconds wearing a housecoat. You also
often judge others by whether or not they are impeccably groomed as well. You
can be quite stern with children and teenagers who are messy or don't keep
their lives in order. This is one matter that can trigger the stern
disciplinarian in you.
As you are very ambitious and
goal oriented, sometimes it is hard to fit loved ones and family into your busy
schedule. Number eights also excel at sports and can be found relaxing on golf
courses or horseback riding on weekends. One of the challenges of your lucky
number is to make sure that family and friends are also included in your
exciting plans.
* okay, first quote maybe sesuai pada lelaki la kan, apa kejadahnya aku pulak yang nak bagi gifts and luxuries to a guy? tapi mungkin lover kat sini digantikan dengan parents or loved ones, sebab aku memang suka belikan mak macam-macam walaupun aku tak mampu. sebab tu aku cepat pokai. hihi. tapi, aku happy je. and by the way, perasan tak words yang aku bold tu? ha, see that my dear michael owen and hyun bin? i make an excellent spouse and parent tau. so, it's your loss. hahaha. geun seuk, don't make the same mistake like they did,ok? ;)
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finally, soul urge. my number is 3. the analysis :
Your soul urge is about the
cultivation and expression of your personality. Usually this energy manifests
as a great achievement in the theatrical or artistic world. You shine at any
kind of activity that involves public performance including acting, singing or
politics. In fact, you love performing so much that you would do it for free.
Exhibiting your talents is second nature for you although many of you also
develop lucrative careers from doing so as well. If your talents are not developed
it seems that your unique soul urge may also manifest itself in lesser ways
such as the development of a beautiful speaking voice, a distinctive way of
dressing or a talent for being the perfect host or hostess. You don't
necessarily care who or how many people you make an impact on. If an
opportunity presents itself where you can be the center of attention than you
will take advantage of it.
Perhaps your biggest asset is
your rich imagination. This is your inner treasure chest from which you find
the solutions to all of your problems and everybody else's as well. You also
have an incredible knack for storytelling and mesmerizing others with your
tales. You adore the innocence of children and nothing makes your heart happier
than the sound of a child's laughter. However your tendency towards
non-stop chatter sometimes works against you as others perceive it as
self-centered or a way of stealing focus. Also you are so clever with words
that it may be hard for others to ever win an argument with you or even get a
word in edgewise. As a result, you may often be left behind or not invited to
engage in discussion at all. You really don't handle rejection
well and if you can't get the approval you crave you have a natural tendency to
retreat into your own little world. Isolation is very unhealthy for you, as
your imagination tends to distort situations and create paranoia and suspicion
where it need not exist. Rather than sulk about a professional or relationship
set back your best course of action is to pick yourself up and try again. If
depression still persists then you need to throw a pail of cold water over your
burning ego by going out and doing a deliberate act of charity or philanthropy
for those who are less fortunate than you do. Only this will truly serve the
higher calling of your soul and have you viewing the world through rose colored
glasses again.
A great sense of humor is also
one of your greatest assets and if you were a doctor you would heal by helping
others to "laugh themselves well." You can't bear pessimistic people
or persons that take life too seriously and will go to great lengths to lighten
up sober types up. A drawback of this is that sometimes others perceive you as
saying inappropriate things or not respecting the belief or wishes of another.
One of your challenges in life is to recognize that there is a critic in every
crowd. However, no critic could ever be
as hard on you as you are with yourself. As you are a perfectionist and a
master of timing and delivery, you take it very hard if for some reason you
miss an opportunity. This is because you set standards and expectations of yourself
that are very high. It is hard for you to realize that your low are most other
people's highs and that the best remedy for feelings of failure is to count
your blessings.
* huhuhu. i love performing?? maybe la. tapi sekali je berpeluang. masa zaman sekolah je. but yeah, the feeling, the energy, memang sangat overwhelming. seriously. tapi aku tak ada lah talented sangat kan. compared to zahiril adzim. and yes, i bold the sentence untuk let people know, i am funny. bukan garang all the time ea. tak percaya, tanya anne.hihi.
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