a new beginning

Assalamualaikum.

    Huh. Not in a good mood today. Feels like punching someone on a face. Then again, it's the same old story. Yeah, whatever. I'm not going to be someone for you any longer. But I'm not being sorry for taking this decision. I deserve better, right? I can compromise about just anything in the world, but not this one. Your past is just too disappointing for me to handle. I still can't process the words that you said last night. Appreciate your honesty, but the news is way too disappointing. After that sentence, I have no respect to you. As a person I know before. Some people might think I'm overreacting, but I always tell you that I have my rules and principles in life, right? I can't just keep on erasing the rules that I've written in my heart so that people like you be happy and accepted. What about me? Don't I deserve to be happy? And I'm certainly not happy about your past. And so, I decided to go the other way. I turn my back on you so that I can move on. Yeah, of course it's not easy. That's life. However, staying with you doesn't make it easier either. 

* so yeah, get the hell out of my life, I'm watching Hyun Bin right now. ok, Bye.