whatAlife!!!!

hahahahahahahaha......
guess what? my eldest sister and i are fighting..AGAIN!!! she is crazy...a control freak!! EVERYTHING that i do is NEVER right to her... the way i talk is Wrong..the way i walk is WRONG...well,so did everybody said that..but I DON'T CARE!!!! its my own self..my OWN life,so get OFF OF ME, people!!! hmm.. besides being total ethical and control freak,my eldest sister are actually cool..well,not as copol as my elder sister and i..hahahaha..both of us are the coolest in the family....being the youngest in the family is NOT always bed of roses..sure, i got to break the rules and accuse my brother! (poor Adi).. but the NOT so cool about it is that i have to listen to different kind of advises which makes me CONFUSED!!! my mother tell me to do this, my father asked me to do that ...Argh!!! its so.... sickening..and so..i made my decision to NOT listen to any of them,HA! serves them right!! hey, it doesn't mean i disrespect them or neglected them..not at all..just that i have to make this by my own..you know, all the decision making and all..its tough,yeah..tell me about it.. i know, my family fear that i will make the wrong decision...and lead to making another mistakes in my life..but that's it,it's my life.... i rather making all the mistakes and not anyone else..i don't mind being the cause of my unsuccessfulness... because for me, mistakes are portal of discovery.. and every thing happens for a reason..mom was not so happy about me making all the decision by my own..she thought that i'll leave her... and i don't need her anymore...hmmm...mothers always does that right? they loves you so much they don't even want to let you go away from your sight..ha..mom..mom..what will i do without u..you are my sunshine...my only sunshine..you makes me happy when skies are grey..hahaha..my dad? he's okay with it..he said,"alah..selame ni pun kau tak pernah nak dengar cakap aku.." and he is absolutely right!!! Adi once told me, that its proven that i'm adopted... because i'm not like my other sibling.. i'm rebellious,well in a good way i guess..i just do what i believe is right thing for me to do..at first, i believed him,that i am adopted..and even try to runaway from home..because i thought i don't belong there,until i realized that if i was adopted, why the heck i look exactly like my dad?? how silly of me..and so i returned home..the moral of the story is, family are still family .. no matter how they drives you crazy,they are still family..for me? i love my family..(just that,if you meet them,please don't tell them i said that..)