akupunyeabang..

aku ada dua orang abang..yang 1st, hafis,27 years old..not married yet..tapi aku tak tahu banyak benda tentang abang aku ni..maybe age differences or his personality yang aku tak pernah faham..dia ni sangat pendiam and he only talks to my mom,and my sisters..entahlah..maybe we speak different languages..hahaha..then there's hadi..my elder brother..he is two years older yet he acted twelve years younger..huh..we are pretty clse..since we were little,we do everything together..we both went to same school,yet not many knew we are related..because we are so different..he is obedient, a little slow,and a nice guy..i am so totally opposite of him..i'm rebellious,strict and i don't trusts people that much..so,hadi..since he was 12, had been liking girls around him..he is a boy,right..being a little sister, i had always sneak into his room and i found letters..love letters..hahaha..yucks..and until he's fifteen..he still in a search for a perfect girlfriend..adoi..no wonder his PMR results were bad..dipendekkan cerita, lepas aku masuk teknik, dia masuk kolej kat kedah..amboi..jauh betoi..bila aku dah habis sekolah, i found out dia ada girlfriend..aku jadi bengang and upset..sebab dia always spent time dengan gf dia aje.. kalau tak jumpa, 24 jam mesej..maybe aku tak boleh terima the fact that we are growing up and our life changes..kalau aku tak ada hati nak ada bf, that doesn't mean aku boleh halang abang aku or orang lain getting involve in relationship kan..hmm..aku ni..kalut betul..