kenapa???? aku pun tak faham..

Aku jumpa profail dia kat Facebook. So, aku pun add la dia. Mula-mula memang aku rasa takut la kalau dia tak nak terima sebagai kawan dia kat Facebook. Sebab aku sebenarnya nak kitorang jadi macam dulu. Kawan yang tak la rapat sangat, tapi bertegur sapa and jokes around, be crazy, laugh hard.. Aku pun tak sure sangat kenapa la kitorang dah tak macam dulu..Then bila aku dapat tau dia "in a relationship", Angah cakap mungkin aku jealous kot.. HUH???!! Aku? Jealous?? Usually Angah memang betul dalam semua perkara, but not this.. We never had anything, I never wish for 'anything" to happen either. Di usia aku yang dah 20 tahun ni, aku baru rasa yang aku betul-betul suka kat seseorang ni..aku bukan jenis yang suka ceritakan perasaan aku, tapi blog ni je la tempat aku untuk share my thoughts about him. Memang la, aku cakap kat semua orang yang 'First Love" aku Mr. Michael Owen, tapi dia tak kenal aku pun..dia hanya khayalan aku yang nyata..hahaha..betul ke apa yang aku cakap ni..so,this person..he's unique, in a way I don't even know..hahaha..He's a guy with a avision and mission in Life..have a broad knowledge in anything..funny and spontaneous and full of wisdom..however, there's a problem..we are two totally different people, he's my friend and I will never tell him my feelings towards him so that we can remain as friends forever..sebab, I don't think he felt the same way..he is an intelligent person but dumb enough to not acknowledge my feelings..tapi I'm glad to be his friend..I just love being in Love..