Late Night Dilemma

It's 3.45 am. take note that it is exactly 3.45 AM. I am still here. Try to finish my assignments. God! It's tiring and super boring! Why? at this moment I am thinking about GOING HOME! homesick? yes, totally! I've been cancelling on going back to my dear hometown Rawang ( I lived there my whole life, of course I love Rawang!) . I'm not calling my mom each Friday, telling her, "Sorry, mak. No tak dapat balik minggu ni" on purpose. I got things to do here. A thing called RESPONSIBILITY. I knew Mak would understand. She always does. Then again, she's MY Mak. I'm her flesh and blood. Unfortunately, some people do not understand. And they have to face the fact that they won't get me. No, I'm so sorry. You won't. You won't understand how IMPORTANT grades are to me. No, I'm not interested to be somebody's favourite or never in my entire life, I am intended to make everybody in this whole entire world to fall in love with me. Oops. I exaggerated. Then again, I'm not sorry for that. The last thing I would ever want to even think about is, pleasing you. Come on, if you are here to leisure, find new friends to be added on Facebook, so be it. I don't care. However, once you try to destroy my dream by making my works look bad, and effecting my grades, then you are messing with the wrong person. My emotion is not a toy for you to play. Stop being arrogant and if you think you are better than the rest of us, especially me, do the work by yourself. It's my pleasure not having you on my sight. God, if it ever happen, it might as well be a gift for my heart.

Anyway, I'm praying for next week, it's a final exam for this semester. Hopefully, I can pass with flying colours. Insya Allah, but I don't recommend you to bet on it. Sigh! It's a very exhausting week!! but, I'm still waiting for 8th May. Rawang, here I come!